Sunday, September 26, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
You will be happy that you read this all the way through.
As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear.
When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you w ere too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables o! ver and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend, ALLAH
*Allah sentiasa menharapkan kita sentiasa bercinta dengannya hanya kita yang enggan mendekatinya..(adehhh terkena kat diri sendiri)
*huhuhuhu....insaf dan sayu dihati ni bila fikir kealpaan diri ini....
article ni d c&p untuk bacaan bersama.semoga kita mengambil iktibar n pengajaran.http://www.rakanmasjid.com/artikel/25-lain-lain/194-a-love-letter-from-allah.html
kepada sahabatku yang dikasihi,
untuk pertama kali aku memohon seribu kemaafan atas ketelanjuran lidah ini menutur janji hingga akhirnya aku sendiri tidak dapat menepati janji itu. ampunkan diri ini kerana aku telah menunjukkan akhlak sebagai muslim yang tidak elok iaitu memungkiri janji. memungkiri adalah salah satu sifat orang munafik.
sabda Rasulullah SAW:"Tanda orang munafik ada 3: jika berbicara dia dusta, jika berjanji dia ingkar, dan jika dipercaya (diberi amanat) dia berkhianat।" (HR. Bukhari Muslim)
aku tidak sengaja melakukan perkara itu, sesungguhnya tidak terlintas dihati untuk melanggar janji.. Niat aku meneruskan perjuangan dalam menuntut ilmu tidak pernah padam tetapi fahamilah sesungguhnya aku ada komitmen dan tanggungjawab yang wajib diselesaikan terlebih dahulu.Aku tidak boleh mementingkan diri sendiri.Aku pasti kau akan membina segala macam alasan untuk itu tapi percayalah InsyaAllah aku pasti akan ke arah itu jika diizinkan Allah.aku harap sahabatku, kau memahami keadaan aku...
yang mengharapkan pengertian darimu,
*to nic: so sorry, i mmg byk komitmen dan tanggungjawab yang perlu dilaksanakan hingga xsempat untuk siapkan proposal yang u nak.i perlu fikir byk benda tentang family i sebelum i decide untuk continue study.even i xcontinue, i still learning tentang algae n many things.i akan cuba siapkan proposal tu.(kalo buku-buku lain xkacau suruh baca dia dulu sebelum baca buku algae...)